Friday, January 29, 2010

Fun Friday

We have deemed Fridays as craft day for Adam's school.

Today's craft: Painting Critters

My Grandparents bought these for the kids and the boys could hardly wait for arts and crafts today.

Introducing...


Crocky the Crocodile




And




Hold on to your hats!



Wretchy the Mouse

Now I am quite confident that Rowster doesn't really understand what wretching is but by the time he was finished with the painting, the coloring of this critter kinda resembled....well, you know!










In case you are wondering not only are my children going to be great artists but they will also be world renowned for their animal naming capabilities.

Next week: Homemade Marshmallow Snowmen

Poor kids have gotta have some kind of snowman!

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

K.I.S.S.

I have shamefully neglected to post about the things that I have learned pertaining to the question: Is Jesus really one-in-the-same as Creator God? I do plan on looking at the Scriptures more before posting on this but I had something else that I thought worth sharing.

Last week Jay and I were at a marriage study at Chris and Holly's when we all got to talking about whether or not we could back up the things we believe. Can we really prove that it is Scripture? And if it is, can we tell someone exactly where to find it? This led to a discussion involving many things.

One of those things was regarding homosexuality. We are all very confident that it is wrong but very few of us can quote the passage or even reference it. I remembered that Romans chapter one has a little to say about this but could not quote it.

Yesterday morning as I was praying I was absent-mindedly flipping the pages on my Bible and they stopped at a certain spot. I didn't think anything of it but for some reason stopped mid prayer and read:

'If a man lies with a male as he lies with a woman, both of them have committed an abomination. They shall surely be put to death. Their blood shall be upon them.
~Leviticus 20:13


I was shocked that this was the passage that my Bible had been flipped to.

After thinking about it for a minute I thought that a lot of people would argue that since it is in the Old Testament "dos & don'ts" that it doesn't apply or is not required to follow this anymore. In short, that it's legalistic.

So I moseyed on over to Romans.

26 For this cause God gave them up unto vile passions: for their women changed the natural use into that which is against nature:
27 and likewise also the men, leaving the natural use of the woman, burned in their lust one toward another, men with men working unseemliness, and receiving in themselves that recompense of their error which was due.

~Romans 1:26-27

It has not come up much in my personal experience but I was astounded to see how God showed me exactly what His opinion was in this area. I read both chapters in the whole to make sure that I was not taking anything out of context. I am confident that I am not. As we have neighbors who live this kind of lifestyle I feel somewhat armed after seeing these passages. Although in my cowardice, I hope to never have a confrontation with them as they have been nothing but kind to us, I now have ground to stand on should the occasion arise.

Another topic that came up was where does the Bible say, in no uncertain terms that Jesus is indeed God? I honestly have never known a passage that would clearly state that to anyone and everyone, not just to believers who already know it to be true.

Holly called me Sunday morning to read me a few things and among them was this verse:

We also know that the Son of God has come and has given us an understanding, so that we may know him who is true.And we are in him who is true-even in his Son Jesus Christ. He is the true God and eternal life.
~1 John 5:20

I had to shake my head and smile at myself because I have been so foolish. All of the questions that I've had, the doubts and fears, the answers have always been right under my nose. I knew they were there but I did not look. I had heard it all before. I have no idea what changed and I still have struggles but it has occurred to me that I was complicating something that was really very basic.

As it is written: "There is none righteous, no, not one;
There is none who understands; There is none who seeks after God.
They have all turned aside; They have together become unprofitable; There is none who does good, no, not one."
"Their throat is an open tomb; With their tongues they have practiced deceit"; "The poison of asps is under their lips";
"Whose mouth is full of cursing and bitterness."
"Their feet are swift to shed blood;
Destruction and misery are in their ways;
And the way of peace they have not known."
"There is no fear of God before their eyes."
Now we know that whatever the law says, it says to those who are under the law, that every mouth may be stopped, and all the world may become guilty before God.
Therefore by the deeds of the law no flesh will be justified in His sight, for by the law is the knowledge of sin.


In and of myself, I do nothing righteous. So anything righteous in me is from God.
Praise the Lord!
And the law is simply there to make us aware of our wickedness without God so that we may not boast about the righteousness in us with God.

After many years of sadness and fear and confusion I realize that it was for nothing because the answers are right in front of me.

So, as my sister so eloquently put in a recent email about a Valentine party, I am going to K.I.S.S. this life and just follow what the Bible clearly says.

Keep It Simple Stupid!

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Ten (Extended Addition)

1) It's a really bad thing that I am absolutely loving Gap's spring line of childrens clothing. I just keep drooling over it.

2) It's an even worse thing that I'm telling myself they aren't really that exspensive. Compared to everywhere else they're not too bad.

3) The worst thing of all is that we just spent $1800 getting our little Mazda repaired. It needed a transmission rebuild....sort of. Long story. (And I'm considering a BabyGap purchase!) *whispers* Don't tell Jay!

4) I will NOT be making that purchase. Just to clarify.

5) Avril has turned into quite the happy little thing lately. knock-on-wood It's really nice to have a smiling, giggly girl. A new experience for sure.

6) I entered a contest on Pioneer Woman. Who knows if I'll win? Probably not. I know all my answers were right since I checked....okay cheated, on Google. I just don't know if I was one of the first three to answer them all right. Supposed to find out today.

7) Doing fairly well with the eating healthier and exercising more so far. I have had a couple of down days for sure but today has gone well. Did anyone else want to strangle Lance when he was whining about not losing 10 pounds in one week? I have been trying for about three and have yet to lose five. It's so unfair being a girl.

8) The disaster in Haiti makes me think how fragile life is. Makes me realize why we can't dwell in the past, worry about the future, and why God says today is the day of salvation.

9) Please pray for my childrens' and granparents' salvation.

10) Very excited about the Women's Ministry meeting tonight. I might even feel inspired enough to finally volunteer for something!

11) I'm struggling. (I can feel the collective rolling of eyes from those of you who've heard this before. Don't think I can't!) I am having a hard time differentiating between working for Him because of salvation and working for salvation. I become gripped with fear when I realize that it is fear itself that inspires me more than a prompting from the Holy Spirit. Please pray for me. I am ready to shed this doubt and fear and move on.

Monday, January 18, 2010

The Cube

This girl is getting so big!
Yesterday marks her seventh month. I can hardly believe that it has been that long already. Yet, it's impossible to imagine that she's only been with us seven months as well. These little ones just worm their way into your heart so quickly and then there's no turning back.

These are not super clear shots(hince the editing) but they mark a milestone and had to be posted.

This is the first time my little girl sat up for any length of time on her own.





Tuesday, January 12, 2010

December 3

Two cute, too cute little boys.





And......







The reason kitchen sets are for girls!

In all fairness, he is showing me the muffins he made.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Adam

Five! Five? Five.

That is how many years it's been since my life changed dramatically....for the better.

Today my boy is big.

We have agreed to no longer require naps from him and he is half way through his first year of school. He asks questions like, "So, how's your day goin?" and says things like, "I can't hear you, Avril is screaming her brains out." He has an amazing imagination and loves to be a construction worker, super hero, cowboy, doctor, or a bad guy. He tells me he wants 10 kids when he gets married. He has answered that way since he was about three.

When I get sad about how fast he is growing he tells me that he will try to have a house right by mine so he can visit and bring me cakes and watch t.v. with me every morning. (I wonder how Mrs. Adam is going to feel about that?)

This morning he got in trouble for biting his brother and as he was sitting in timeout he told me his tummy hurt. I told him no it didn't and not to say that if it wasn't true. Then he said, "It hurts and it's all black inside because I have a sin in there." How do you explain that? I told him he just needed to pray.

I think over the last five years and I remember how much I wanted Adam to grow and enter the next phase. Now I want time to stand still and just revel in the way he is at this moment. I want to push pause.

Adam, I love you so much. The last five years have been such a blessing to me and Daddy and we are so grateful that God has shared you with us. It is my deepest desire to see you know the Lord and I pray for that daily. Thank you for being such a fun and energetic boy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!





December

Wishin. And Hopin. And dreamin. da dada da dada da da da dada





Every now and then the boys will get out magazines and show each other every thing that they think is gotta haveable. They don't really ask for anything but they enjoy showing one another. They happened to be daydreaming about Christmas gifts on this particular day.

Saturday, January 2, 2010

The New Year

There are many things that I have been longing to do. They have been a long time coming and are pretty common resolutions. I have decided to start now as I have felt prompted more recently and a new year just seems like a good place to begin.

Here are my top 10.

1) I want to read in my Bible every day, even if it's only one verse. I have slacked off on this more and more throughout the years and I feel deprived. I live in a place of great anxiety and doubt. Fear is my constant companion and I suffer a severe lack of zeal for living each moment for Christ. "Faith comes from hearing, and hearing from the Word of God." Please, Lord, increase my faith.

2) Spend more time with my children and not just managing my children. Adam's school is sadly unorganized. Rowan is potty trained except for my lack of consistency. Avril has a poor eating schedule and nap routine. And most of all, they ask constantly for me to please play with them. This year, I intend to say "Maybe later," very seldom. I want to read to them more and have Bible lessons with both of the boys each morning.

3) Get healthy. I admit it. I am over weight and I am obsessed by my chub. I am going to do something about it. First, I am going to quit complaining about it. Then I am going to lose 35 pounds and our whole family is going to eat healthier. The mere sight of sugar makes me feel ill(until tomorrow). *smile* Seriously, my goal is to feed us all healthier and to get exercise for me and my kiddos every day.

4) Stop questioning my husband's discipline methods. I feel so sorry for the kids when we crack down on them that it becomes ineffective. *blush* This is a big struggle for me.

5) Take more pictures.

6) Be more involved with people. I tend to be a hermit and I think it would be good for my kids to see me being more hospitable.

7) Yard work. Lots of yard work. Tear out old flower beds, keep lawns mowed, maybe grow a small garden.

8) Muck out the house. We have an entire basement full of stuff we rarely use. I would like to give it away or sell it. I want to declutter.

9) Stop being late. I am always late.

10) To pray. Pray faithfully.

Some of these are just silly and some mean a great deal to me. Most of all I want to stop wasting my time and start living the way God has called me to live. I feel as if I am on the brink of a great change but that I can't quite seem to take that final step into being fully committed to my Lord. Feeling things is very important to me. I lack confidence in things if I don't feel just right about it. I want to push past that and truly be used of God. I also want to accomplish even the silly things that I set out to do.

Happy New Year everybody! I hope God changes us all dramatically in 2010!